Jealousy, inadequacy, boredom comparing my life with others. All things I have felt. Just wish it were easier to not care and be happy with what I have. Be happier with who I am. I just want to feel beautiful, important, irreplaceable, and different. I want people to look up to me for who I am and what I’m about. I want to always have fun, in everything I do. I want to never feel bored. I want to feel like this isn’t a life wasted. I want to find myself and what my purpose is. Sometimes it just gets hard, but I am going to try and change it. I’m going to be independent, important, beautiful, strong, happy, adequate, confident, and satisfied with life. You really do only have one life to live. It’s important to make it great.